Friday, December 23, 2005

Innocence: Wiping worries from your face

Tasveeren kuch na kah kar bhi,
Bahut kuch kah dalti hain
In mein dikhai nahin deti,
man ki uljhane, chehre ki lakeerein.
Fir bhi ye saheji jaati hai,
ek avismarniya dastawej ke roop mein
Main chahti hoon,
Tumhari tasveer par ubhar aayein
mann ki uljhane, chehre ki lakeerein
taki main sahej sakoon unhein,
aur tum najar aao
us nischal bacche ki tarah
jis ke munh par
abhi doodh ki kuch boonde baki hain

Past one and a half month was no less than hell to me, and I was seeing friends changing colors, hopes vanishing and trust being shaken every single seconds.There was a certain bitterness in me, why I m like this, even after knowing tat a person is going to hurt me, betrayal is likely but stil was supporting them at each step.
Every time bhaiya warned also,
" Vo tere bharose ko tar tar kar dega,
Tu sochta hi rahega Aur vo var kar dega."

And this bitterness was suffocating , Life was not easy all these days .
I was comparing myself and last week told mom, I am going to change. "Survival of Fittest", if it needs a change in me , I will do that.
I can pay them back in their coin but yesterday Mom and Varsha told , you be as you are, things go round, what goes from you, comes back to you.May be , you can change a person, or at least , the person doing bad to you will realize he is wrong.
So, Got the message and will try , again.

Posted by Neelima Arora :: 11:44 PM :: 2 Comments:

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