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Saturday, September 09, 2006
Chetan aavchetan
Kaise jaan pate ho,
mere poochne se pahle hi tum mere sare prashan,
aur vismay,
unka uttar bhi
kya ye sannikatata se upaja vishvas hai,
ya sammohan
ki khoh le pate ho
mere us athah mann ki
jise main ab tak naap nahin payi.
svapano ke mane, soch ki hadein
aur seemaein kalapanaon ki,
kaise jhank pate ho in sab se pare
chipe mere antarman ko.
Un jatil guthiyon ko kaise suljha lete ho,
jo mujhe hi bandh deti hai,
kaise jaan lete ho?
sahaj hi hai,
main chetan jo hoon tumhare avchetan mann ka.
Posted by Neelima Arora :: 7:28 AM :: 5 Comments: ---------------------------------------
Aaj choudas ka chaand nikalne wala hai,
Vo bihaega apni chandni is dharti par.
aaj ki raat khali nahin hogi, bikharenge is dhara par chandni ke moti,
har hriday mein umango ko bhar degi ye chandni,
kintu
phir bhi main akeli hongi,
mera hriday phir bhi rikt hoga, shunya mein khojta koi satya,
meri apoorna ki smarak nahin ban payegi,
ye ujjavala, dhavela, sheta.
nahin degi vo shhetalta mee hriday ko, vo bhi lagegi mujhe ,
jindagi ki pathrili raho mein dhoop ke samaksh.
jismein tap kar shayad
main bhi ho chuki hoon,
unhi raahon ki tarah .
jo deti hain, pathrilapan aur hridyaheenta
kho jata hai vyakti ka vastavik vyaktitva,
kho jata hai uska astitva.
(read long back)
Posted by Neelima Arora :: 6:44 AM :: 0 Comments: ---------------------------------------
Friday, September 08, 2006
Krantik bindu
Jindagi chourahe par khadi milti hai,
aur main hoti hoon nirnayheen,
Aaj to choudas hai
magar amavas?
kya hoga un amavas ki raato mein,
un sunsaan rahon ka,
nahin hoga koi rahnuma raah dikhane ko,
ya saathi saath chalne ko,
main krantik bindu par hoon,
nitant akeli,
hardam shunya mein khojti koi satya.
(Read long back)
Posted by Neelima Arora :: 8:11 AM :: 0 Comments: ---------------------------------------
Kahan gayi mamata?
Nahin, Mamata koi bichudi hui, saheli ka naam nahin. Main to dhoondh rahi hoon us mamata ko jis ke samaksh ishvar bhi natmastak ho jaate hain.
Last one month , the TV channels are showing some really disturbing stories. No, not the stories of terrorism, war or big policies being drafted, not even of hunger, poverty and diseases. These are the stories of infants being deseted or thrown away by their parents.
I saw three different reports, all having one thing in common, a new born thrown in the darkness of night , just to become the morsel of vultures , dogs or other wild animals. A life struggling even before opening the eyes. One baby was found in trash , another in the drain, severely injured, wanting one breath of life.
I fail to understand how one can be so indifferent to the child one has kept in womb for nine long months?
Was moved when i came across a report from calcutta where a mother has killed the newborn baby girl just because they wanted a boy.Kahan suna tha maan apne pran dekar bhi bacche ko apne rakt se seenchti hai, vahi maan agar hatyari ban jaye to kya hoga?
Posted by Neelima Arora :: 7:45 AM :: 1 Comments: ---------------------------------------
Rejected 100!
A discussion overheard....
" These are the photos of girl,we are seeking the proposal for our US returned nephew.He has already rejected nearly 500 girls. Imagine!" exclaimed the proud relative.
Response of the listener" Don't underestimate our fellow worker, he has also rejected above 100."
This apathetic attitude, these callous remarks, I wonder what would be their remarks if they belonged to girl's family.
Posted by Neelima Arora :: 7:25 AM :: 3 Comments: ---------------------------------------
Thursday, September 07, 2006
Stressed spelled backwards is desserts
The longest English word that does not contain the letter 'e' is occinaucinihilipilification at 29 letters.
Aegilops, 8 letters long, is the longest word with its letters arranged in alphabetical order.
CIMICIC and CIMICID, each 7 letters long, are the longest words that are exclusively made up of Roman numerals when written in upper case. Among words consisting of only Roman numeral letters, the "highest scoring" are MIMIC (2,102) and IMMIX (2,012).
Lighttight and hillypilly, each 10 letters long, are the longest words consisting only of letters with ascenders, descenders and dots in lower case.
Honorificabilitudinitatibus, 27 letters long, is the longest word consisting strictly of alternating consonents and vowels.
Unprosperousness, 16 letters long, is the longest word in which each letter occurs at least twice.
Discrete - discreet is the longest homophonic anagram (2 similarly pronounced words that are spelled differently but sound the same and are composed of the same letters).
The longest words that are reverse images of each other are stressed and desserts
Posted by Neelima Arora :: 2:39 AM :: 4 Comments: ---------------------------------------
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
Paiband
Bikhare hue the uski shaksiyat ke tukhde,
sapne yahan vahan faile the,
jaise uske kapde betarteeb faile ho ,
uske us bachelor room main
jise vo aaj bhi ghar kahne se jhijhakata hai.
ab use koi kaise samjhaye ki
tum khud us umeed ki tasveer par
samjhote ke paiband to laga sakte ho yahan vahan,
par use pahle jaisa karne ke liye jaroorat padegi,
kisi ke sath ki
Posted by Neelima Arora :: 7:16 AM :: 1 Comments: ---------------------------------------
My first paper
Here is the link to my first paper.
My Paper
This paper was the culmination of our year long effort. Though i have two more papers but those papers are in Proceedings of conference.One published in "Proceedings of Neural, Parallel & Scientific Computations" and other titled "Application Of Self Organizing Map – A Powerful Datamining Tool For Prioritization Of Malaria Endemic Zones In Arunachal Pradesh, India" in "Recent dvances in Biotechnology and Bioinformatics" yet this paper is very dear to me. Sharing it with you.....
Posted by Neelima Arora :: 6:36 AM :: 3 Comments: ---------------------------------------
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
Dedicated to my teachers
Its Teacher's day.
"The mediocre teacher tells. The good teacher explains. The superior teacher demonstrates. The great teacher inspires"
Today's post is dedicated to those who taught me writing, to those nursery teachers(especially Vina Jain Madam) who taught with great patience how to scribble those alphabets, which never means much to a toddler.
To those who made us understand the subjects in the curriculum and much beyond.
To the strict principal of T.R.M.Public school Nirmal Dube Madam who instilled the values in us.
To lineant and smiling Somprabha Madam who taught us the purity of language and how to relish literature
To my English Teacher Mr. Ranbir Singh who told that we destroy ourselves when we say this is my subject and this is not, for telling knowledge knows no boundaries and for teaching that adversity can never be an excuse for failure.
To Pradeep Sir(Geography Teacher) for his fatherly affection.
To Saroj Bala madam who evoked my interests in Chemistry.
To Ashok sir(Biology Teacher) who made us see every thing from a new perspective, who can forget his 3 hour long classes.
To Manisha Mathur madam, (Biology Teacher in 8 class) who took away all my fears of Maths.
To Dr. Bharti, Dr. Narang, Dr.Kulshreshta, Dr. Daljeet Singh for making our foundations and basic fundae so clear that even now I rely and start my preparation from their notes(Mind u it was in 1995 and now its 2006, but still those notes are so relevant, trust me I update myself as well as the notes but the whole way of explanation was unique)Dr.P.C.Sharma who used to pose a challenge every day and thus, making us work harder and testing our own mental limits, Dr. B. Ramesh for his help and who taught us the value of time.
To Dr. Randhawa, who went a way beyond to help me out.
To Dr. Ramesh K. Aggrawal, mty first Boss in Center for Cellular and Molecular biology who bear all my foolish mistakes yet always guided me at every step and of course for inspiring to acquire tendency to seek perfection in whatever u do and to continue in pursuit of Knowledge.
To Dr. K.Ulaganathan(my previous Guide) for his valuable suggestions and healthy discussions which always enlighten me.
To Dr. Murty for his cooperation and efforts he took to get me registered in his department against all odds.
To Dr. SatyaKala for always being there and demonstrating how a teacher should be..........
and all those who are in this noble profession.
To my bhaiya who taught me the meaning of life.
To my mom who taught me to say Thanks.
To you for again making me feel that I am alive.
And my biggest thanks go to Life, its experiences as I found them to be the biggest teachers.I could not be the same person with any one out of these , I would not have been the same person as I m today.
Posted by Neelima Arora :: 7:14 AM :: 0 Comments: ---------------------------------------