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    Sunday, June 17, 2007

    Ye rishta khoobsurat hai kitna............


    I heard sometime back that blood is thicker than water (of course not in the context of specific gravity), or blood relations are the only relations that last a lifetime.But someone came in my life and showed me the new dimensions of a relation.
    He is someone I knew from the time I was a kid going to nursery class, and he is the one for whom the only memories were of 2 songs" Mera jeevan kora kaagaj" and "mere maanjhi" which he sung too well. The memories of his being a good student or the pranks he played on teachers did not last too long. But still I used to wonder that how could I , a shy , introvert girl, thought of gathring my classmates and going to principal's office to show our displeasure on her decision to restricate him just because he questioned principal and told her not to beat a fellow classmate as it might harm his self respect.
    Schooldays ended, he left to pursue his dreams and I moved on to go and follow mine but still there wwas a joke shared between me and komal about his choice of songs and our hindi madam's comment" Kora kaagaj kah rahe ho itni copies bharne ke baad exam mein"
    When I was again struggling in my life, trying to carve a niche for myself , trying to face life as it comes, suddenly we met again. how can I forget the day? I was standing at the bus stop, rememering past 3 days which were really really bad , with 3 incidences of eve teasing. Suddenly a stranger approached me, i was thinking here again, and prepared myself to give him a piece of mind .But the thoughts revealed and reflected myself as he guessed whats going on in my mind. He said " I am Atul" Could not believe my eyes and ears.You stood tall at 6 ft nowhere resembling sweet Golu Molu innocent Atul whom I knew.After exchanging pleasantries, i asked him where he was staying. The very answer " hyderabad" made me say " then i have to catch hold of you" (CCMB was always on my mnd so much so that even this slip of tongue did not sound stupid to me and before I could say anything further , my bus approached and not wanting to miss my exam , I bid you bye(did i really say bye, i doubt that"Months passed. then came one of those diificult moment of my life , having 97.21 GATE SCORe and all deadlines over suddenly it striked to me that JNTU date is still remaining . But I needed to find someone in Hyderabad ans suudenly I thought of you. Finding you in whole hyderabad, impossible task when even i did not know any contact info at our place, impossible job made possible by Manoj and Rajeev. Called you and told, u replied back withthe required info, could not get the rquired selection there but found some one to share things with. You came home and don't know what, i shared from nothing to every thing with you in just one evening. Found those eyes special, felt i can trust you.
    Then came a series of troubles and your never ending support. your letters always inspired me( to the extent that a girl who had thought of missing the viva , prepared it against all the odds and went on to get the gold medal). I came to hyderabad to live my dream(of working in CCMb(was it possible withouit you?)), stayed at your house, had greatest time of my life , sharing things with you, your jokes, your consolation, every thing was so endearing.
    You came along for the interview and told in the evening that someone asked with whom you had come and you told my sister. That moment you made my day(or should I say, life)Ek rishta hi to khoj rahi thi main, itna saral explanation is rishte ka,kjeevan saarthak ho utha, my selection made me shift my base to here (or was it a move to be close to you, i still don't know).
    You stood like a pillar to support me through thick and thin, aur mujhe laga jo bhi best mujhe life se mil sakta tha, bas yehi tha, par tum ne to mujhe vo sab khushiyaan di jo kisi ek rishte mein milna mushkil, dost , sakhi, bhai, guide, financial adviser sab ek mein hi mil gaya. par asli svaroop mila is rishte ko jab mein appendicitis ke dard se tadap rahi thi, ghar se door akele yahan, jab tumne har jimmevari ko yoon nibhaya. tab samajh aaya is rishte ka aarth jab teri upasthiti matr hi bahut hoti thi mujhe suraksha bhav dene ko. tum ne sahi mayne mein ek pita ki tarah hi dekhbhal ki meri, aur tab paya ek aur rishta maine ek pita ka. vo dular aaj tak bhi nahin bhool payi maein(kya kabhi bhool paongi)tum mere biological father nahin par pita se badhkar ho, isiliye father's day par itna yaad aa rahe ho, (baki din bhi kam yaad nahin aate ho?hardam tumne disha dikhayi hai


    , har dam ek path prardasshak rahe ho, vo bhi aise pita hio ki kuch bhi poochne kahne sunne ki aajadi.aaj door ho kary ki vyastataon mein, jeevan ki aur jimmevariyon mein ulajhe ho par ye bitiya yaad rahegi na?
    "This one is for the best father in the world"

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